AUTONOMY & ATTACHMENT (Part 1)


gain autonomy 

SERVANT or MASTER of YOUR CASTLE
Who’s the boss of you?

PREVIOUS: Being Visible (#3)

 

 

ACoA SYMBIOSIS  (S.) (Post)
An unhealthy attachment to others as a way to:
• compensate for emotional abandonment in childhood
• to cope with deep anxiety of being a separate entity
• escape having to face the struggle of growing up emotionally
• mask self-hate & fear of abandonment

As we heal we move thru layers of growth with the ultimate goal of being free.
Symbiosis ——>Autonomy ——-> Attachment ——> Inter-dependence

AUTONOMY
1. GENERAL – As part of the human life cycle, the normal, healthy psychological goal of adulthood is to become our True Self, be inter-dependent with others & contribute positively to society.
• A reasonably healthy family encourages children to be an accepted part of the family group, as well as developing as a separate individual, & then be able to function successfully in the larger world

• However, as ACoAs we were:
— not allowed to fully develop our own identity
— either forced to stay in emotional & sometimes physical bondage to the family
— so ignored, neglected &/or tortured we couldn’t form a stable bond with anyone.  See  Attachment Disorder site

2. REQUIREMENTS woman w/ lotus
a. S & I  (Separation & Individuation) is required to connect successfully with others, the opposite of co-dependence & symbiosis, BY knowing:
• ourselves & being comfortable in our own skin
• what our needs & tastes are, & provide for them
• we’re OK, which is self-esteem & not arrogance or superiority
• we can be safe & at ease when dealing with others by having strong boundaries

b. Motivation
✶ A hallmark of Personal Independence is being our own motivator — not from egotism, but from being responsible for ourselves.  Spiritual & psychological teachers tell us that we need to look inside for the answers to our problems – that it’s an ‘inside job’, not what we have, but what we are.(Process, Part 2, b, iii’ )

Self-Motivation means we want to do things – for ourselves. It’s the reason behind in chargeour actions, our guiding principles.
NO – It does NOT mean ignoring or disrespecting our family, the needs of others or our spiritual connections
YES – It DOES mean is that, as adults, we’re not waiting for someone else to give us permission or a reason to act

➼ Pre-Recovery, ACoAs can take actions FOR others or because OF others, but rarely just because WE want to. ( ‘Responsibility’ )
Without someone pushing or pulling us, we’re like dormant trees in the forest or hibernating bears, waiting for the sun to shine on us , warm us up, give us a reason to move. This is the essence of co-dependence

Past motivators – Normal: Our parents & family, school, teachers, friends, peer groups, religion, our countryour damage

• Present day motivators

negative: PRIMARILY our damage – hidden from us in the subconscious (our Shadow side) – old unresolved pain, toxic beliefs, our allegiance to our wounded family system, our resentments, fears… all expressed thru the WIC’s behavior

SECONDARILY: by other people’s opinions, the needs & wishes of friends, relatives, mates, children, bosses, our community, a punitive religion, & a distorted view of God

positive
: a loving H.P. & Ourselves. All other reasons to act need to come second, evaluating them based on mental health, common sense, Recovery (not from the WIC or PP bad parent) – ie. emotional maturity

c. TOOLS to get to KNOW OURSELVES:
• written inventories, journaling, morning pages, I.C. writing
• psychology/ personality tests, Enneagram, Myers-Briggs
• feedback from reliable sources / meetings, therapy, body worktools
• listening to ourselves, mindfulness, staying in the now
• observing our behavior patterns, slowly over time
AND
• noticing our emotional responses to every situation
• astrology & numerology charts, I Ching
• dreams, visualizations, prayer, meditation
• talking with the IC thru the day, listening to our intuition/gut
• listing things we’re good at, ask others about our good / excellent qualities

NEXT: Autonomy & Attachment, #2

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