I FEEL STUCK –
could it be what I’m thinking?
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NEGATIVITY BIAS – the tendency to register unpleasant stimuli more readily AND dwell on these events. People tend to focus more on the negative as we try to make sense of the world, so we feel the sting of a rebuke more powerfully than the joy of praise. (More….)
T.E.A. : Negative Thinking is used as a defense mechanism against painful Emotions, & is a way to obey the Toxic Beliefs, which generate unhealthy Actions
OVERVIEW – A very IMP distinction
When ACoAs express emotional distress of any kind, we are often told: “You’re just being negative”.
This scolding phrase actually refers to our thinking, never to any of our emotions!
Yes, cognitive distortions (toxic beliefs) do create painful emotions, but the thoughts come first, and NO emotion is negative, no matter what the ‘teachers’ say!
CONSIDER: Anything negative is by implication bad.
But emotions are not bad, because they give us tremendously important info about our experiences. Don’t try to change emotions, only toxic thoughts (& the negative behaviors that follow)!
ALSO: When we’re presently in deep pain because of some current event (death of a loved one, loss of a home, a serious health problem, re-experiencing an old trauma….) it’s imperative to not let anyone tell us to “snap out of it / you’re being dramatic / be grateful for X / let go of the past…..”
We have a right to feel whatever we’re feeling! What we need to keep checking is that what WE are THINKING / believing is NOT based in bitterness, blame, hopelessness, guilt, panic, rage, S-H, shame ….
Negative/toxic thinking (NT) is a form of torture, like self-cutting!
It’s based on Toxic Rules (reinforcing our S-H) and in CDs. It’s when we:
– assume the worst – believe everything is hopeless
– are sure we can’t do a lot of things
– think it’s too late, we’re too old….
– can’t see or imagine possibilities
– ignore available options – limit our vision & dreams
– lose self-respect & confidence
• When we’re in a negative state of mind (obsessive NT) we give off a vibe of fear & powerlessness that brings us & everyone around us down. It shows in the overall style of our presentation:
⛈ our words -of course-, body language, being emotionally distant, mentally distracted, not listening to others, emotionally distant, antsy, surly….
Being constantly in a negativity space encourages the attraction of other miserable people & situations, while obviously repelling anyone or anything happy, positive & forward-looking.
• For ACoAs, it also reinforces our sense of ‘not belonging’ & feeling disconnected – ie. abandoned, which then make us even more pessimistic! It acts like an underground warren of termites, eating away at the foundations of our self-esteem, sense of purpose & love of life.
ACoAs still living primarily from the WIC’s – ego state get most things backwards – we’re emotionally dyslexic! What is generally safe in the world we ignore or think is dangerous, while being drawn to what is actually dangerous or inappropriate, often considering it acceptable, exciting or ‘feel good’. Identifying what is & isn’t NT about others is a must.
NEGATIVITY (focused on the bad side of things) can be about:
• ourselves (S-H) & future prospects (“I’ll never be happy…..”)
• events (“That party was painful”, “This dinner is going to be dull.”)
• other people (“I’d have friends, but everyone I know is so boring.”)
• people’s actions (“He made the lamest joke”, “Wow, she’s shallow”)
• general groups (“I hate hipsters. They think they’re better than me because they listen to crappy obscure bands.”)
• larger, more abstract organizations or institutions (“My city is so phony & stuck up”, “Everyone in this company is so selfish”, “I have nothing in common with society.”)
• any form of art, by being overly critical, nitpicking, never appreciating or enjoying anything (“I couldn’t get into that movie”, “No one writes good music anymore”)
NEXT: Being Negative (Part 2)
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