I FEEL THAT SHE DOESN’T LIKE ME!
OOPS – that’s not a feeling. It’s a thought!

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HEALTHY emotions (Es) usually are brief / short-term, & will dissipate rather quickly. They’re an immediate response to a thought or some situation at the moment. They give us important information about what’s going on, & get us ready or motivated to act, when appropriate or necessary.
Es come from :
• external events, like being cut off in traffic or your boss being annoying, so you may feel angry, irritated, frustrated…. OR
• internal ‘events’, such as memories of —
— a bad job, a lost loved one, so you may feel sad, lonely, angry, scared OR
— a fun party, great success, a great trip, so you may feel happy, relieved, proud, nostalgic…..

LONG-TERM** emotions are those unhappy, intense ones that – when triggered – seem to go on forever! causing great stress on the body so we never relax. The intensity lets us know they’re not about something current, but rather taping into the unprocessed deep well of accumulated childhood pain.
In the present, when an old button is pushed, we chew & chew on a feeling (anger, abandonment, disappointment….), obsessing on painful experiences, & then add more pain by judging ourself for what we’re feeling.

** Unexplored childhood Es prevent us from being in touch with or honoring honest gut responses in the present, which then distract us from taking needed actions, or drive us to take the wrong kind.

Old painful Es don’t dissipate easily or quickly because they’re still attached to self-abusing beliefs that our WIC is loyal to – the Toxic Family Rules & Roles.
The only ‘benefit’ they provide now is to let us know how we felt in childhood. Accumulated Es hang on until we can verbalize & finally experience them safely.

EXP: You got really angry at a rotten driver on the highway, yelling & giving them the bird… but then gave yourself a hard time for being angry – because you learned as a kid that anger is BAD. You keep judging yourself, maybe also feeling guilt, shame, anxiety & S-H.
WHY? Not making a distinction between the emotion of anger vs. behaviors that expresses it.

Truth: All emotions are legitimate, but not all actions are appropriate!
Even if you can’t prevent the bad-voice tape from clicking on, do NOT let it run – stop it right away AND strongly disagree with what it’s saying. If you do that each time, its power will eventually diminish!

TIME FACTOR
REMINDER – In a psychological healthy state, emotions usually come & go rather quickly. We can have several, even conflicting Es, at the same time – about a specific person or situation.
They’re brief because they’re situation-specific, & we’re not holding on to a negative mental interpretation of what’s being felt (not judging or being afraid of Es)   (More…..)

Interesting : A pioneering study about how long various emotions can be felt, identified – being ashamed or disgusted lasts about (30 min), bored (about 2 hrs), guilt (3.5 hrs), but sadness outlasts them all (up to 120 hours!) The next longest was anger, about 60 hrs.!

⚙️ SOME Es: There are some healthy long-term ‘states’ like love, loyalty, faith…. that can last years or a life-time, even with ups & downs, depending on the individual &/or the relationship

RECOGNIZING Es
Regularly ask “What am I feeling emotionally right now?”  Name any that you can. If you’re not sure, keep the blog’s list of Es on your phone. Write about recent events & talk about them to a friend or in a meeting. Not being alone with them helps.

Q: Have you noticed that at the end of a day – or week – you feel heavy, tired, depressed – BUT you think ‘Nothing really big / bad happened’ ?
A: List every event, no matter how trivial or ‘innocuous’. Some may actually have been quite stressful
• Next to each one – list Es you had been ‘in touch’ (sad, mad, lonely… or happy, relieved, peaceful….) ,   OR – If you don’t know or are unsure,  imagine which Es you may have felt about them EXP : Your boss ignored you, again – & it didn’t bother you.  Are you sure?

• There are many different Es associated with people & situations that come in & out of your life. If you don’t regularly discharge all that emotional energy, usually from uncomfortable Es, they accumulate in the body & you end up feeling weighed down!
💗 We can also overlook pleasant Es if we’re not used to or allowed to feel them, losing out on healing energy.

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