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1. AS CHILDREN (Part 1)

2. IN THE PRESENT we believe that:
a. we have no option other than to re-play the victim role (wondering how we got into ‘this mess’), and ….
b. …. since we believe we’ll always be taken advantage of, we insist the other person change (not us!) so they’ll stop hurting us, and so we don’t have to leave them
c. If they won’t change but we’re ‘not allowed’ to leave, some of us become physically violent ….. the WIC being convinced that we have a right (& obligation) to be revenged on people who hurt us, whatever the consequences

WE ACT on these beliefs (consciously or not)
🔹 Internally, with :
• obsessive hatred, which can cause us physical problems, and also generally, being shunned by others because the rage is palpable
• fantasies & dreams of punishment, torture, murder
• a wish for bad things to happen to others, getting off on imagining their suffering
🔸 Externally:
• drop a friend or lover for minor infractions of our rules (usually unspoken & unexplained)
• bad-mouth people we know, be judgmental, put everyone down
• slander, gossip, hate mail, lawsuits
• cause drama, trouble or fights wherever we are….

▪️Domestic & child abuse = ONE MOTIVE
An indirect but often unconscious way to punish their own FoO (family of origin), by taking their rage out on a powerless mate, & their own children – to different degrees – or toward one particular child designated as scapegoat

▪️Elder abuse = a direct way that an adult-child expresses rage – especially if they have to take care of an aging / ill / helpless parent who abused & neglected them when they were little

▪️’Revenge Porn’ – digital distribution of nude or sexually explicit images of a person without their consent – used as retaliation or blackmail by a current or former partner  (More….)

• REVENGE gives us a false sense of power, & being false, is NEVER satisfying. It doesn’t make the pain go away, so we keep wanting more
• In spite of our desire for revenge , the WIC still believes our parents were right to abuse & neglect us because we deserved it, just for being ourselves. Otherwise – WHY would they have done it ??!!

• This creates rage at them – but we’re afraid to feel it.
IMP: the DESIRE for REVENGE is equal to the type, amount & long-term duration of the original ABUSE we suffered
Because this is so terrifying to contemplate, the intensity of our fantasies turns into the intensity of our self-hate & powerlessness over past &/ or present trauma.

No matter how good we think it will feel, NO amount of revenge will:
• ever sooth our pain or comfort us
• satisfy our rage, to make it go away
• make them suffer in equal amount (as in Elder Abuse)
• give us self-esteem or S & I (Separation & Individuation)
• make us feel genuinely empowered
• stop us acting out the Victim Role, even though we don’t actually have to deprive ourself anymore
We’re still a Victim by staying emotionally attached to family via the Toxic Rules, since becoming a ‘Perpetrator’ is simple turning ourself into them!

TRUE POWER comes from
• having our original trauma validated by other abuse survivors, skilled professionals, & possibly by someone in our family willing to acknowledge what happened to them too, or what they witnessed

• understanding & accepting we did NOT cause the abuse (bad things done to us or around us) & neglect (good things not provided)

• learning skills to actively treat ourself better – being kind, patient & LOVING
• activating boundaries, so we can stop others from hurting us now
• surrounding ourselves with healthy, positive people – in all areas of our life.

RESEARCH  & Results
One Science study : “…. the decision to be revenged caused a rush of neural activity in the caudate nucleus, a brain area known to process rewards (also lit up with cocaine & nicotine use) ”

• BUT Another stated : “….. the actual execution of revenge carries a bitter cost of time, emotional & physical energy – even lives”
• AND at Ohio State U : “…. we found higher levels of aggression in people who had supposedly vented their anger than in those who had done nothing at all “(MORE….)


NEXT: Rebellion vs Compliance #1

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