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SITE: “Asking to have your needs met”

POST: #3 = “Damage Needs“

1. GOALS
2. IMPLEMENTATION

3. PEOPLE
The third component to reaching our goals has to do with who we surround ourselves with.
Everyone on the planet needs a support system to function well, from family, friends, teachers… to mates, colleagues & partners, psychological helpers & spiritual leaders. And everyone needs help to implement goals – from time to time – whether it’s a store clerk or house wife, the boss who hires us or the mate we live with……

Yet ACoAs find it shameful, terrifying & enraging to have to ask for help & let anyone get too close. For us, closeness is automatically associated with physical / emotional abuse or outright abandonment. Better to do everything ourself, or simply do without.
Even so, we still do need connection, cooperation, information, intimacy, guidance, validation….. So when we try to get Help or Love, the WIC (wounded part of us) automatically go to unhealed people who are the least likely to provide it, but who can ‘feel right’ at the time, because they’re familiar – like family. We keep going to the desert to quench our thirst!

These are people who are —
— either too narcissistic to actually care about us, so we spend a lot of our time trying to get their approval, pleasing them, hanging on for fear of losing them……
— or are blatantly needy, so they don’t have much to contribute, & we end up spending a lot of time, money & energy taking care of them, worrying about their feelings, trying to ‘heal’ them….

Sadly, we know how to play the game with them using all our old defenses, but never being our True Self. Their lack of emotional/spiritual health guarantees that we continue to starve in PMES ways, continuing to not S & I – staying loyal to our family’s dysfunction.

REVIEW
We grow up, we have lives, jobs, our own families, friends, interests…. but are not supposed to want anything for ourself.
So any time we actually try to, we have to ensure that we fail – to continue obeying the Toxic Family Rules. We can’t afford to know how toxic they are, so we think we’re free of our past. We insist that we’re nothing like ‘them’, it was all a long time ago, it didn’t really effect us all that much anyway……YET the WIC is still totally dependent on the PP, attached & loyal to our early training & trauma.

With this dependence on dysfunctional beliefs & patterns, everything we try is done with one hand tied behind our back & dragging a dead weight on our back. So any time we actually think about pursuing someone or something that can make us genuinely safe, appreciated, happy, respected…. we either put it off endlessly, or we give it a shot, but in a distorted way & with inappropriate people.
And then wonder why we never get anywhere. Most if us blame others God, the world, our spouse & children…. as well as beating ourselves up for not knowing how to do things others seem be to able to, effortlessly.

REALITY: The only way to change this ugly, self-defeating pattern is to stop obeying the PP in the way we live our lives & treat the WIC, & instead get the help we need to develop compassion for ourselves.

STAGES of GROWTH
DEPENDENCE
Stage 1 WISDOM is about tradition, belonging, power and survival
Less healthy adults set up relationships with the main objective to get another person meet all their needs. It’s trying to use others as a substitute Mother, instead of becoming their own Loving Parent.

INDEPENDENCE
Stage 2 WISDOM is about the journey of the self, and the power of personal experience & rational thinking.
We escape from the heartbreak of childhood by becoming independent. This allows us some self-sufficiency & autonomy, with more freedom & success in the short-term, but avoids admitting the pain of our original Dependence. By burying early feelings of anger & fear, we end up damaging current relationships, & rob ourself of long-term happiness.

This stage includes outgrowing:
√  the demand to be perfect, & how others should do things our way – so we can reach our goals
BY letting go of having to be seen in a specific way, & by taking responsibility for the outcome of our actions

√  being controlling, which creates arguments & power struggles because of the demands we put on others
BY healing deep-seated anxiety which minimizing the need for it – with trust in ourself, in others & in the H.P. of our understanding

√ self-focused emotional disconnection (dissociation), leading to emotional & mental boredom in relationships
BY reconnecting Physically, Mentally, Emotionally & Spiritually (PMES) to ourself

INTER-DEPENDENCE
Stage 3 WISDOM is about the interconnection of everything and the mysteries of existence.
With PMES maturity , we form a stable inner core we can rely on, no matter what. This allows us to have relationships with other self-caring adults we can rely on, learn from  & enjoy. We work together to benefit our personal relationships, as well as for the good of others & the world.
We can then:
1. Reveal our True Self, full of creativity, confidence & wisdom. We have faith in a positive future, rather than living in the past
2. Respond appropriately to the emotional needs of those around us with love & compassion AND avoid self-attacks
3. Have a true sense of ‘belonging’ in the world, linked with everyone / everything else by love, experiencing the calm of Spiritual Dependence (MORE…..)

Inter-dependence makes getting our needs met & reaching our goals more likely, more often & easier – a natural part of living well.  (CHART )

NEXT: Discomfort & Comfort, #1