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Types of ABUSERS (Part 2)

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THEY SAY THEY LOVE ME
but I still feel trapped

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ABUSER STYLES

1. EMOTIONAL PREDATOR
🧩 These are the chameleons, who can be all things to all people – smart & sneakily manipulative.  At first you – the Victim (V) – feel important, seen, heard, understood – but after a while you realize you’re caught in a web – you’re the slave, the child, the worshiper – but never an equal, never separate, as your own person

☻ Perpetators (P) have a natural instinct for sensing people who are vulnerable or sensitive, that have low self-esteem, have weak emotional & sexual boundaries, are sexually frustrated, lonely, needy, bored, desperate for a relationship, on the rebound, ignored, wounded… so the predator can take advantage

exciting charmer☻ If you are their mark, they’ll watch your eye & body language, & listen carefully to what you say – especially when you’re least aware – all before spending enough time to actually know all of you. THEY :
♢ are a smooth talker saying all the right things to make you feel good
♢ use their observations to act like they have all the same interests as you
♢ seem to magically know you right away – so they sound insightful, ‘deep’ & the soul mate you’ve been waiting for!

☻ To sweep you off your feet – they come on fast & strong, create a lot of excitement & fun, while keeping an air of mystery about themself
♢ are overly helpful, comforting & understanding – as they take over every aspect of your life by becoming adviser, parent figure, spiritual leader, mentor
♢ ‘magically’ fulfill your physical, financial, emotional needs
♢ move in or want to get married too quickly
♢ push right away to get every detail of your life & most private info (bank accounts, family connections….)

2. MENTALLY / EMOTIONALLY ILL
mental illnessa. Medical : Active chemical Addictions, Manic-Depression, Schizophrenia, OR any illness used as defense, to exploit someone or as a stick to keep others in line
They :
• are currently being treated for a psychiatric disorder such as Manic-Depression, are on any kind of heavy-duty psychiatric medication
• are on disability for a mental condition, usually long-term
• have been jailed for illegal or ‘crazy’ behavior &/or hospitalized for emotional problems or life-threatening acts
• have been / are under the supervision of a case manager with community mental-health services

b. Personality Disorders  – many of these abusers were taken to counseling as a child with no improvement, & have not been helped or changed with adult counseling or medication
⚑ Dramatic/ erratic: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, Narcissistic, Passive-aggressive PDs
⚑ Fearful / anxious: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-compulsive, Paranoid, Schizoid (NOT schizophrenic) PDs
They :
• always bring the conversation around to themself
• are inflexible & have trouble being spontaneous. Use B & W thinking
• believe or act as though rules are for everyone else except them
• engage in daredevil /dangerous behaviors, think they’re special, unique – and should be treated as such
• have trouble keeping a job, relationships, a place to live….

3. PARENT SEEKER – THEY:
• are passive aggressive : expect or demand that you make choices for them, & then blame you for being controlling, & complain / whine when they don’t like what you picked
•  claim they want / need you to do things for them because it makes them feel good – AND you’d want that, right?. Pout or guilt-trip if you don’t wait on them hand & foot
• don’t have & don’t want outside friends, relationships, or interests
They
• expect special treatment because they’re ‘needy’, wounded, damaged, suffering… 
parent seeker• expect a parent figure (mentor/caretaker) to handle all areas of their life
• need constant reassurance they’re OK
• may have had several failed relationships, all with a history of being rescued, kept, or protected in various ways – ie. infantilized
They 
• underachieve to avoid responsibility or the possibility of failure
 • want you to make all big life decisions for them, be told what to do, act incompetent (they’re really not) & need direction to get anything done
• want to be waited on, & refuse to do even basic things for themself or help with adult chores
(Modified from : “Stop Abusive Relationships“)

NEXT: Abuser Types #3

ACoAs & Emotions (Part 1)

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acoa EsI DON’T WANT to FEEL ANYTHING – & you can’t make me!

PREVIOUS : EmotionIdentifying  (#2) Parrott’s Emotions List

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REVIEW: The Body & Emotions & Identifying Emotions

 

Those DREADED Emotions (Es) !
• ACoAs definitely believe all emotions are a bad thing. When asked what’s going on with us, or how we’re feeling, ACoAs usually fail to mention Es. We’ll talk around them, over & under, but never hit the bulls-eye.  We’re terrified of them like mice are afraid of cats.  We treat our Es as if they were a wild beast inside that has to be locked away in a deep dark dungeon.

• Then we wonder why we can’t get out of bed, always feel like the outsider, feel so alone, don’t get along with others, have panic attacks….. ⭐︎ Emotions that are ignored have sneaky ways of showing up in disguise. BUT those ways (listed throughout this blog) are the symptoms that provide vital information we can use to reverse-engineer events that distress us. Then we can make the necessary corrections

• Without enough healing, ACoAs are clearly not happy campers, having lived with depression most of their life – even if we don’t show it on the outside.  It’s not surprising, since our dysfunctional families indicated in thousands of direct & indirect ways that we should never object to being hurt by them, and then not express any pain from their abuse & neglect! (“Stop your whimpering. You’re such a baby. You’re just too sensitive!”). They didn’t give us much to be happy about, but they also didn’t want us to hold them accountable. So we learned: “DON’T FEEL”!healthy combo

➼ IMP: What they never told us was that 💗 it’s not intrinsically bad to have Emotions but were simply unacceptable to them, because:
• they didn’t experience love & nurturing, so could not give it to us
• they had no clue how to cope with their own problems, much less be there for us. The responsibility of parenting terrified them
AND
• if one or more parent had chronic mental or physical illness, or who were overly dramatic themselves, there was clearly no room for our needs or feelings
• never having dealt with their wounded Es as adults, they shoved them under the carpet & demanded we do the same.
🥺 An infant’s first ‘language’ is that of intense emotions. Only after that do they learn to use words! This combination would be a constant irritant to parents who already felt too much OR didn’t want to feel at all – our emotions & needs acting like sandpaper. They had to shut us up!
AND
• our needs as children enraged them because they wanted all the attention for themselves
• some parent & teachers delighted in hurting & humiliating us, & had no intention of giving us comfort or validation (did you catch one of them smirking when you cried?)
✶ One tender soul remembers her mother, the heartless narcissist, saying with a sneer: “I’m so glad I’m not sensitive like you & your father!”

muted EsAs a result:  
• many ACoAs have a limited range of Es they’re aware of – like only able to play 3 or 4 notes on a full piano keyboard – such as anger & disdain, fear & guilt, loneliness & desperation…. even tho’ there are many more available on both scales
• some have so many feelings that we can hardly breathe, acting them out all over the place or hiding under the covers as much as possible, always in ‘suffering mode’, which makes us wish we were like the other ones – numb (or dead)

• others of us have intense Es without consciously knowing it OR being able to identify them by name – not associating certain physical sensations with actual emotions, but tending to be cranky & exhausted.

NEXT: ACoAs & Emotions (Part 2)